Sunday, September 27, 2009
Random ThoughtsMy life now is like the desert. It’s plain, lifeless at times and coarse. Considering my situation, it’s not a very good life to live in. My days are filled with nothing but pigeons… (-.-! there’s nothing I can do about them though.) Sometimes I wish that I was a wolf so I can roam the lands with ease, not caring about what time I have to get my ass home, or even about the pigeons. *sighs*what an evil thought, though it sounds real nice and all. But it’s a wish that could never ever come true unless I was reincarnated into a wolf. (Ha... sounds crazy, though I don’t believe in reincarnations and I don’t think it’s true.) But a girl like me can fantasize right?
I’ve never really tired to open up my heart to anyone before. Though it’s not that I’ve been hurt real bad to open up myself again. It’s just that since young I have never really talked to anyone about how I feel or about what my heart is hiding. And you may find this funny but the person (not really a person though, she’s an animal a dog to be precise) I’ve ever truly poured out my heart to is my dog. It’s been like then, and it’s still the same now. The only different is that instead of talking to her, I’m talking to my teddy. Why teddy and not my dog? It’s because she has left my world a long time ago.
I’ve tried talking to humans. Like Gena, Yi Zhen, Vincent (my god-bro), and even Ryan. Though they did help me in someway, I guess, it just doesn’t seem right talking to them. I don’t why, but it seems hard for me to open up to another human being. *sighs* maybe I’m weird or maybe I’m mad. Either way, I just don’t get it…
The distance between my father and I just got farther. And there’s nothing that I can do about it. I guess he knows that there’s something wrong with our relationship but I think he just can’t figure it out. And I’m afraid that when he does, it’ll be too late. Though I can just tell him the problem but then again I’m not good with words. And striking up a simple conversion with him just can’t happen. He just doesn’t understand! i do not want to live my life with regrets but…. I… just… can’t do it… *sigh*
The Most Important Thing in Life is Learning to Live
♠watashiwa PUNITHA desu♠
Name - Punitha/lonewolf
DOB - 01^12^89
Sex - Female... duh!
Add - somewhere in s'pore
Color - Black, White, Sliver, Blue, Purple
Likes - Animals - especially wolves, dogs, vipers etc...
- Books - thriller, murder, fanatsy, magical
- Movies - too many to type.. lazy to type too
- Anime - gundam seed, gundam seed destiny, macross frontier, shugo chara, vampire knight, vampire knight guilty, magic knights rayearth & many more..
- Toys - transformers, starwars, gundam fig..
- Game - counter strike, left 4 dead..
Mystical being/Creatures – dragons, unicorn, vampire, demons, witch..
Wanna b - Animal keeper!!!
Wanaa go - Venice
Schools - Bendemeer Primary, Serangoon Secondary, RP
My ♥'s
My idiots
♦Buddy
♦Babi
♦Clara
♦HuiYu
♦John
♦Lynnie
♦Ninie
♦Ryan
RPWS
♦Arief
♦Gena
♦Haziq
♦Naf
♦Pat
♦Sandra
♦Syu
♦Wei Yang
♦Yani
♦YanLing
♦Yi Zhen
♦WANTED♦
FREEDOM
A JOB
Marvel Heroes Bag
Jacket
External hard drive
Hoodies
BOOKS(box set,hard cover)
Anthony E Zuiker
Dark Origins
Christopher Paolini
Eragon
Eldest
Brisingr
Eragon's Guide to Alagaësia
MARK ROBSON
Dragon Orb
FireStrom
Shadow
LongFang
Aurora
Michael Scott
The Alchemyst
The Magician
The Sorceress
The Necromancer
The Warlock
The Enchantress
Alison Goodman
Eon Dragoneye Reborn
Eona The Last Dragoneye
J. K. Rowling (adult version)
Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
L. J. Smith
The Vampire Diaries:
The Awakening
The Struggle
The Fury
Dark Reunion
The Return
Night World:
Secret Vampire
Daughters of Darkness
Spellbinder
Dark Angel
The Chosen
Soulmate
Huntress
Black Dawn
Witchlight
Strange Fate
Kelly Armstrong
Bitten
Stolen
Dime Store Magic
Industrial Magic
Haunted
Broken
Stephenie Meyer
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
Lucinda Hare
The Dragon Whisperer
Flight to Dragon Isle
♣Nonsense♣
