Sunday, October 11, 2009
Soon to be dying mp3
Soon to be dying lappy,
Dying music (saddness of all),
Dying life,
Dying hope (die-ed),
Dying faith (die-ed),
Dying love (die-ed),
Dying family relationships,(cannot be mended anymore)
Hatred revived,
Depression revived,
All this leads to a dying Punitha. (the Punitha i know is gone-ing soon)
All in all, a total screwed up, fucked up life. Where there is no room to breathe anymore. Wings clipped even before i was born.
The Most Important Thing in Life is Learning to Live
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
im still a big big WORTHLESS, a HOPELESS, a big big time LOSER, a big big FAILURE, soul!
i should have just stop, but i didn't. which therfore resulted in so so so many ppl to be diappointed, to be angry at themselves because they can't help.
and the best of all, im not doing anything to stop it from happening. i need someone there with me, to play with me. i have, but i don't at the same time.
im sorri ppl for everything i did.
im dying a little every single day. and...
I NEED & WANT A HUG.
The Most Important Thing in Life is Learning to Live
Friday, October 2, 2009
I’m such a loser, and a hopeless one too.
I’m ever so depressed till I can’t even bare to have a proper 3 meal per day thingy…
My ‘smile’ song is NOT working!! And I do not know why. Guess I’m too damn fucking depressed…
I’m letting people down, like Gena and Ian. And I think Yusri too?
…In this concrete jungle humans are meant to suffer…
The Most Important Thing in Life is Learning to Live
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Punitha’s Suicide Note[short and sweet]
Lately, I’ve become depressed and become more and more disappointed in myself. Not that I did something wrong… it’s just that because of the way I am, the way I’m playing, the way I’ve lost my confidence, has made me cause people to be disappointed as well.
To the people I love so much (I trust that you guys know who you are, so I won’t mention names=)). There’s nothing I can do except to say that I’m sorry.
And ya, put all my toys, my pencil box and the items inside the pencil box, my memory, and the stuffs I got from Metro, my Marvel bed sheets and the Marvel bag and the stitch key chain, my scores from BPS and SSS into my casket.
And all my other stuff I shall leave it to my sister.
I’m drowning my sorrows to my teddy… how I wish that my dog was here instead of teddy.
Ps: play the song ‘Smile’ which is sung by Nat King Cole at my funeral. =)
The Most Important Thing in Life is Learning to Live
♠watashiwa PUNITHA desu♠
Name - Punitha/lonewolf
DOB - 01^12^89
Sex - Female... duh!
Add - somewhere in s'pore
Color - Black, White, Sliver, Blue, Purple
Likes - Animals - especially wolves, dogs, vipers etc...
- Books - thriller, murder, fanatsy, magical
- Movies - too many to type.. lazy to type too
- Anime - gundam seed, gundam seed destiny, macross frontier, shugo chara, vampire knight, vampire knight guilty, magic knights rayearth & many more..
- Toys - transformers, starwars, gundam fig..
- Game - counter strike, left 4 dead..
Mystical being/Creatures – dragons, unicorn, vampire, demons, witch..
Wanna b - Animal keeper!!!
Wanaa go - Venice
Schools - Bendemeer Primary, Serangoon Secondary, RP
My ♥'s
My idiots
♦Buddy
♦Babi
♦Clara
♦HuiYu
♦John
♦Lynnie
♦Ninie
♦Ryan
RPWS
♦Arief
♦Gena
♦Haziq
♦Naf
♦Pat
♦Sandra
♦Syu
♦Wei Yang
♦Yani
♦YanLing
♦Yi Zhen
♦WANTED♦
FREEDOM
A JOB
Marvel Heroes Bag
Jacket
External hard drive
Hoodies
BOOKS(box set,hard cover)
Anthony E Zuiker
Dark Origins
Christopher Paolini
Eragon
Eldest
Brisingr
Eragon's Guide to Alagaësia
MARK ROBSON
Dragon Orb
FireStrom
Shadow
LongFang
Aurora
Michael Scott
The Alchemyst
The Magician
The Sorceress
The Necromancer
The Warlock
The Enchantress
Alison Goodman
Eon Dragoneye Reborn
Eona The Last Dragoneye
J. K. Rowling (adult version)
Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
L. J. Smith
The Vampire Diaries:
The Awakening
The Struggle
The Fury
Dark Reunion
The Return
Night World:
Secret Vampire
Daughters of Darkness
Spellbinder
Dark Angel
The Chosen
Soulmate
Huntress
Black Dawn
Witchlight
Strange Fate
Kelly Armstrong
Bitten
Stolen
Dime Store Magic
Industrial Magic
Haunted
Broken
Stephenie Meyer
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
Lucinda Hare
The Dragon Whisperer
Flight to Dragon Isle
♣Nonsense♣
