Thursday, March 3, 2011
I wrote at the end of every post that the most important in life is learning to live. And right now I’m saying that its bullshit. The truth about life; is that the saddest thing in life is life itself.
The hardest thing in life is learning to live, to have a life, learning to let go and learning to forgive. All three I can’t learn (thinking to myself: can’t or won’t?), but the latter I can and I have done one too many times. It’s hard to grow when one doesn’t let you. It seems that no matter what or how hard I try there will always be something blocking me or something just goes wrong. It’s hard to prove it to people when the two most important things are lost. (Both confidence and courage; it’s been gone for like about 1 year plus) Not good. Those two might never come back to me, ever.
Hatred is like a thorn in your heart, it’s like a reminder telling you that you hate a certain person, but it doesn’t tells you who you are suppose to hate. Hating for one person too long can destroy the one relationship you have with that person. And hating a person too long and realizing that it you hated the wrong person is even damaging because; you know how to hate the person, but you wouldn’t know how to un-hate him and show love to him. Because; all you’ve ever learnt is to hate him.
How am I to love a wrongful hated person?
How am I to put my shield down?
How am I to turn my heart into a stone?
Feeling and not feeling, which is best? Feeling… no
When am I to get my wings?
Who am I to them?
Am I allowed to care for them?
Will I be hated for who I am?
If you hate yourself, what happens?
How will you be able to love when all you know is to hate?
You are really the weirdest, sucky-iest, assholic person in the whole wide world, black hole, infinity, eternity, and universe!!
So always try your hardest to smile so no one will see through you.
The Most Important Thing in Life is Learning to Live
♠watashiwa PUNITHA desu♠
Name - Punitha/lonewolf
DOB - 01^12^89
Sex - Female... duh!
Add - somewhere in s'pore
Color - Black, White, Sliver, Blue, Purple
Likes - Animals - especially wolves, dogs, vipers etc...
- Books - thriller, murder, fanatsy, magical
- Movies - too many to type.. lazy to type too
- Anime - gundam seed, gundam seed destiny, macross frontier, shugo chara, vampire knight, vampire knight guilty, magic knights rayearth & many more..
- Toys - transformers, starwars, gundam fig..
- Game - counter strike, left 4 dead..
Mystical being/Creatures – dragons, unicorn, vampire, demons, witch..
Wanna b - Animal keeper!!!
Wanaa go - Venice
Schools - Bendemeer Primary, Serangoon Secondary, RP
My ♥'s
My idiots
♦Buddy
♦Babi
♦Clara
♦HuiYu
♦John
♦Lynnie
♦Ninie
♦Ryan
RPWS
♦Arief
♦Gena
♦Haziq
♦Naf
♦Pat
♦Sandra
♦Syu
♦Wei Yang
♦Yani
♦YanLing
♦Yi Zhen
♦WANTED♦
FREEDOM
A JOB
Marvel Heroes Bag
Jacket
External hard drive
Hoodies
BOOKS(box set,hard cover)
Anthony E Zuiker
Dark Origins
Christopher Paolini
Eragon
Eldest
Brisingr
Eragon's Guide to Alagaësia
MARK ROBSON
Dragon Orb
FireStrom
Shadow
LongFang
Aurora
Michael Scott
The Alchemyst
The Magician
The Sorceress
The Necromancer
The Warlock
The Enchantress
Alison Goodman
Eon Dragoneye Reborn
Eona The Last Dragoneye
J. K. Rowling (adult version)
Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
L. J. Smith
The Vampire Diaries:
The Awakening
The Struggle
The Fury
Dark Reunion
The Return
Night World:
Secret Vampire
Daughters of Darkness
Spellbinder
Dark Angel
The Chosen
Soulmate
Huntress
Black Dawn
Witchlight
Strange Fate
Kelly Armstrong
Bitten
Stolen
Dime Store Magic
Industrial Magic
Haunted
Broken
Stephenie Meyer
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
Lucinda Hare
The Dragon Whisperer
Flight to Dragon Isle
♣Nonsense♣
